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Mar. 25th, 2010 | 11:22 pm

I was supposed to start taking english courses so as to prepare for my University Entrance Exams in May. But I m not. My teacher told me that I m at a very good level and I don t need to pay for the lessons and "waste" my time doing something I don t need to do. But still, I think I m not doing the right thing for myself. If I don t get a high mark in English, I m off University. And if I m off University because of that, I ll lose it.
Well, I ll lose it anyway, someday, so whatever. [haha this sentence is so meaningful, really]

So no English courses for me right now. What do I do? Wish that I don t forget all the English I know or just relax and wait for my Exams to be over and start taking courses again? Answer profound. Not for me.

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Mar. 3rd, 2010 | 02:11 pm

full nameChara Papadopoulou

age & birthday: 18,  15/1/1992

email address: niki_antigoni@hotmail.com

country: Greece

what are you doing with your life?: Right now, I m a senior in High School. Which is a very tiring business if you go to School in Greece.
I m off in two months and I ll probably get a job and figure out what exactly I want to study. Like, maybe. I hope so. :P

hobbies/interests/stuff you like?: When I had more free time I used to read a lot, it s what I enjoy to do most. I plan to keep on doing that after the exams. I read poetry, fiction, greek and foreign literature. I also like writing, whatever it is to be written. I like the feeling of...filling white pages with words and the feeling of having a pen in your hand, it s like my weapon.  I like walking, especially on sunny afternoons, I think sightseeing is awesome, I d rather visit a museum than go to a club, I m into movies though I don t watch many and I rarely go to the cinema. I m kind of-and only kind of-addicted to chocolate and bread and I drink 2 cups of green tea every day.

how would you like to be contacted?: By mail, I guess

mailing address: Well, I m not so sure I m ready to announce it  now. Ask for it and you ll have it right away.


Nov. 12th, 2009 | 12:34 am
music: Mr Brightside

I am in desperate need of chocolate, or biscuits, or sugar anyway. I.Need.Sugar.
And I am on a diet,   not allowed to eat cheese, egg or nuts for a month. Driving me crazy.
I spent the last 10 minutes of my life reading the prediction for my zodiac sign in 3 different
magazines. And I got even more anxious and insecure than I was before. So I ll just drop the
habbit all together.

I need to get some sleep. And never drink capuccino again. Makes me wanna kill
somebody. And makes me feel dumb for I can concentrate on anything so I just
sit on my desk and stare at nothing...and do nothing.

Ughhhh. I hate it when I feel dumb..

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Oct. 12th, 2009 | 09:05 pm

why do parents need to know their children smoke? And why do they have to see them when they do and get upset?? It s so not right!!

Dear Mom, I do sometimes smoke. I know it s bad. But I will keep doing it. Please don t hate me.


Sep. 25th, 2009 | 09:18 pm
mood: confused confused
music: greek

I have no idea what 's going on in my mind lately... I 've got all these questions about love and life and relationships that people form. I can' t even count how many times I say "All I know is that I know one thing; I know nothing" And that 's it. I m not that fond of Socrates. But he said the truth. We know nothing! If we start analyzing everything and take nothing for granted, we 're hopeless, we 've lost a game that I we haven t even started. It so god-damn confusing. I wonder if it 'd be better to see just the top of everything and talk about clothes, silly TV shows and gossip. But it ' s not me. I do painful things, I kinda hurt myself on perpose. I read poetry and I constantly try to find something stable, some kind of truth.
I don' t know-like I know anything-where this is going to get me. But sometimes it makes me feel more alive than others...

hello, world

Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 01:56 am
location: my bed
mood: apathetic apathetic

In about 4 hours I 'll have to wake up and get ready for school. I 'm too sleepy to study and too lonely to sleep. Just lovely. Wow. I got myself a livejournal. Wow. That 's huge. The only important thing in my life. Writing.